Tuesday, 28 July 2009

Tales of transformation


I spent the evening immersed in the 08/09 student yearbook. The before and after shots are a great reminder that God is weaving together countless precious individual journeys which intertwine to form something beautiful …

This year has formed me from a boy to a man
Once in the shadows, now in the light
It was about what I said, now its about who I am
I thought I was my own man but it is God who owns me
Before: self hatred and guilt
After: found freedom in Christ
Before: searching for purpose
After: his gift of breath and life makes me serve him with pure joy
Before: insecure about the opinions of others
After: secure in God’s love and Fatherhood
Before: lacking in confidence and questioning my ability
After: knowing the authority in leadership that I have in Christ
Before: I can’t, I can’t, I can’t
After: Erm, actually … I can!
I’ve learned to learn
Searching … found in the arms of my Father
God has challenged my pride and perspective and grown my heart
I’ve learnt who God is, who I am and if I put God first, everything else follows
Challenged not to be closed-minded; envisioned for community
Before: withdrawn, frustrated and dispirited
After: vulnerable, at peace and ready to go
I now know the meaning of life more fully; what it means to be human!
Before: lukewarm, uncommitted and indifferent
After: ruined by God’s goodness, indifference isn’t an option
Before I wanted maturity and heart knowledge of God. I have found both and also my calling – to be David preparing for Solomon to build the temple
Before: hard hearted, unloved, no purpose in life
After: enlarged heart with passion of Christ
Before: self sufficient
After: broken, but growing strong through dependence on God
I was trapped, now I am free. I’m God’s daughter.
I was searching, but now the searching is over
I didn’t know God as a Father, now I do
I used to be driven by fear, now I am driven by joy
God unwound me and taught me about resting in him
Before: aging 80s rocker, a loose cannon
After: ten years younger, full of peace, calm with a zest for life
Before: held back by fear and insecurity whilst trying to do everything in my own strength
After: secure in my identity in Christ, with a renewed trust in a faithful God who is strong in my weakness and whose perfect love casts out all fear
We walk on holy ground.

Monday, 27 July 2009

No line on the horizon


Enjoyed catching up with Tim and Gra today together with a surprise appearance from Nikki! I'm grateful for friends who show us the way and always appreciate having horizons broadened from spending time with them as God continues to give us glimpses into his global purposes. 'You can accomplish anything in life provided that you do not mind who gets the credit’ (Harry S Truman). This quote seems to sum up the heart of working together and offers ongoing challenge as God continues to sift our motives so that all we are and all we do is all about his glory in all the earth.

Friday, 24 July 2009

Crossing over


Last weekend students and staff took on 10 tors to raise 10 grand for the development of the College. As we were trudging across deepest darkest Dartmoor through ferocious wind and torrential rain (true British summer weather!) it struck me how much of our experience reflected the ups and downs of KBCTC’s journey over the last 25 years. Exhilarated and exhausted a few of us left Devon walking with a limp but we’re in good company, its all a part of breaking new ground.

The dog and pony show


Sparks of creativity are flying around KBCTC this week as we are thinking about the coming year and Rach is in design mode ... we’re planning on taking KBCTC on the road! Look out for the 'Encounter Tour’ 2009/10 (or ‘the dog and pony show' as Dave is affectionately referring to it!!!) coming to a church near you. For more info: http://www.kbctc.org/